I have been unemployed for nearly four years. I have always been an overachiever and has worked since a teenager. This is devastating to me. I feel somewhat trapped. I was offered a job pending background check. Much time has passed and no one will give me answers. This is my ideal job for my dream company to work. Well, it has been quite some time passed and a lot of worry and stress. I I still actively seek and apply for other jobs but to no avail. I have lost my home, car and all of my personal belongings. I am in my late 30s unmarried with no kids. Both of these things I desire in that order. In the midst of that, a lot of things have happened in my life that saddens me including sickness and death of people I care about most. The very person whom I thought was my best friend and I no longer best friends as a result of something that hurt me very deeply. I have gained a lot weight and I am currently trying to get the weight off. Last month, I met a guy and we seemed to hit it off really well. And suddenly he stop calling and I notice he would only return my phone calls and text messages in politeness. As a result, I stop calling because I don't want to place energy where it doesn't belong. I hate to sound like a victim but so much disappointing things have happened to I can only see what is right in front of me. I still pray but I am losing hope and just want know when will things get better for me and my family. My heart is very heavy and I am trying not to be so sad. There is a lot that I need help with understanding. Please offer me some insight and guidance.
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