I know i've screwed a lot of things up with this friend of mine. Im having a hard time letting go, and in part it's because I don't want to let go. I've had a lot of harsh relationships, and I don't know how much more of it I can take. I know I should have so much to live for, but I'm tired of seeing visions, and knowing where people are even when they don't tell me. I hate, double guessing myself all the time, and I just want all the nonsense to stop. I don't know where my life is headed, and I don't think anyone can really tell me. It was mostly my fault that I push so many people away, and then I feel almost as if my whole life was a mistake, but it can't be because I'm here alive, breathing just like everyone else. I see her in my dreams, and I can almost feel her presence sometimes when she's miles away......Will I be able to win her heart back over?
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