Growing up I had issues I recognize this. I was a problem child. That didn't mean my mom needed to do things half as bad as she did. I was in and out of group homes and emergency psyche wards all throughout my adolescence. My problem with my mom however is that half the time things my Brother got simply grounded for I would be sent to live for a week in a place where the act of crying because your homesick and you just got picked on gets you thrown in a room with a locked door and tied to a bed forcibly against your will while seven different people inject you with a needle against your will. That particular experience is just the tip of the iceberg. Than there were the times my Mother would deliberately do things she knew set me off and encouraged my brother to do the same just so she could lock me away again. I grew up in an environment where a lot of the so called "Temper Tantrums" were really me lashing out in desperation. It wasn't fair to me and I've improved and apologized in both my actions and my words and now I'm a better person than what I was. I am not the only one to blame in my situation and all I want is an apology from my mom. What I want to know is will I ever get one or do I just need to get over it.
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